Why did I choose my major?

 I’m studying Design Integral, is the that allows me I’ve courses both the Design Graphic as of design Industrial, I like very much both areas.

It’s funny that I’m studying Design well when I was younger around 6 years old my dream was to be an olympic gymnast, I really liked it, but due to economic problems I couldn't start when I was little, although my mother tried to find me a place to start, I remember I didn't want to see her sad at that moment because she was sorry she couldn't help me to follow that dream and I told her I wanted to be a veterinarian too, it was something I liked because I loved animals when I was little. It's dream I last until that reached to education half, where I didn’ know that studying. Yep it´s including to the hour to give the PSU.

All the word I would say to myself I was very smart, that I had to study mathematics, history, physics, chemistry, etc. But in the moment, I only knew that I like drawing very much and was too observer in my around. The true I had a lot of options, but I chose design and translate in japanese, all these options were the that I assumed that I could keep drawing. Also, I had other options as the propaedeutic in the University of Santiago of Chile and the University Catholic Silva Henriquez in case I didn't pass the PSU.

The true, I didn’t think that not make it into design and less at the University I wanted, which was the Catholic University, my sister helped me at that time and she´s told me, if I qualified in various careers I chose, also was a very good fit for the University of Chile.

Well, my experience with the University was initially good, but there was a strong cultural shock… Also, many personal things happened that didn't make me carry the old Design mesh in a difficult way, then because of confusions I have switched to the new career mesh.

After much years in this career I have had the worst and the best of college, the only thing I can conclude is that I am exhausted and tired of my career, I don't want any less when my health seems to be deteriorating over the years.

I can't be bad, the university has always been kind and some professors have been incredibly nice to me. But so many years here, I've also had some very, very bad professors and they always eat my soul. Because with them I don't learn anything, they don't give guides to anything, they just do their job and if they are motivated by a student only they will pay attention to them and I have seen unpolished diamonds getting lost in those classes.

That is the most demotivating thing for me.

At least I have learned to look for courses or things that interest me on the internet, I have learned a lot on my own.

That's enough for me, usually my grades are bad and it's because I like to look for a lot of things and learn.